Bleeding Media.

There's a smile on your face but your far from happy

And you've got a spring in your step but you're always falling down

You have the night on your mind but you dread each morning

Try to daydream the time away, your own conscious coma

Reflect upon the past

Of all which did not last

Can you see the faces of the disappointed people?

Each tried to help you dear

But your intentions were so clear

Spend another lonely night crying into a pillow

A razor blade becomes a chum

Everything's the same, except now you're only to blame

A flesh wound to each wrist, I call it bleeding media

The attention and the fame, I forget why it's a shame

To have no part or importance in this play

Give Me Away.

Give me one second to breathe

Give me one minute to believe

Give me a moment to think

My sanity is on its final brink

Give me a home and I'll burn it down

Give me a scream without sound

Give me the chance, and I'll kill

I'll stay put in my head as I lay still

I lay still, I lay still

I lay still, I lay still

Crying tears of agony from a lost soul

I can't help but feel so tired, but I must go

The fight within me loses faith, should I let go?

A life spent mourning over a choice in this black hole

Give me away

Give me one second to breathe

Give me one minute to believe

Give me a moment to think

I'm stuck in this moment like quick sand, and I sink

I lay still as I watch my life corroding

Time passes by without reason or meaning

I wake up while I'm still dreaming

These nightmares await me

Give me everything you have

Give me it all and don't look back

Give me the unity I need

I stand accountable for this greed

Crying tears of agony from a lost soul

I can't help but feel so tired, but I must go

The fight within me loses faith, should I let go?

A life spent mourning over a choice in this black hole

Give me away

Forsaken.

If there's a place inside my head

To just lie adrift

Unanchored within my thoughts

Consume the memories I once had

And leave myself lost and cold

Trapped inside my own illusion

An immortal isolation

To where reality is an elusive nightmare

Or the perfect dream?

No one can escape this unfathomable void

We can only despairingly attempt to...

Not together, but alone

In this selfish world, we only have ourselves

There's a time and a place for love

But there's no love out here

Will we even glimpse the light at tunnels end?

Burn my ropes of tranquillity

So I can peacefully descend;

The pit of everlasting cries

From our lost and murdered children

The taste of oxygen did not reach their senses

A drowning intrinsic foetus

In the pool of an unloving womb

What have we come to be? A monstrosity

A living carcass of broken emotion

We will all live and die...

Not together, but alone

In this selfish world

We only have ourselves

There's a time and a place for love

But there's no love out here

Will we even glimpse the light

At tunnels end?

The Broken Lullaby.

I am feeling so pressured

I am feeling so caged-in

I don't even know what the truth means any more

I am running from you

I am looking forward

I'll try to forget what you did to me, it's a start

When the people and the places

That remind me of our faces

When all we could do was smile like nothing mattered

I'll look away, like it never was there,

Like it never mattered

You never did care

I'll erase all those moments we shared

Because it hurts...

Too much to bear

I can't even see, because I'm blinded by reality

I'm lost in transition, from my wants to my needs

My heart is down on its knees

What do I believe?

I am slipping away

My past is catching on to me

I forgot what love means, because of you

I fell into my own fissure, fell so hard for you

The climb continues

When will I stand, on solid ground

When the people and the places

That remind me of our faces

When all we could do was smile like nothing mattered

I'll look away, like it never was there,

Like it never mattered

You never did care

I'll erase all those moments we shared

Because it hurts...

Too much to bear

I can't even see, because I'm blinded by reality

I'm lost in transition, from my wants to my needs

My heart is down on its knees

What do I believe?

These moments, were the last

A thousand miles lost in your eyes

I have to find my way back

Alone

A Suicide To Die For

“Suicide is man’s way of telling God – ‘You can’t fire me; I quit.’” / “Never attempt to murder a man who is committing suicide”

Just take this pill

You'll feel like there's no cage imprisoning your soul

Feel it disperse through your heart

And pierce your arteries as it flows through

Spill your emotions inside out like blood,

Taken from the finest jug

Of the purest liquidized malevolence

The red mist dawns over your eyes

You have no control, it's time

Take my heart in marriage, and compress it into nothingness

With your bipolar fuelled ego

I am mortal no more, you leave me nothing to live for

This is a suicide to die for

You’re not fazed by this bruise among others

That inadequately dents your morality

It creeps upon the surface, of your broken nightmares

The undying parasite underneath your skin

It's everlasting feast on your mercy

My thoughts are dying

Now I feel much weaker

If fate is real, then this is mine

Take my heart in marriage, and compress it into nothingness

With your bipolar fuelled ego

I am mortal no more, you leave me nothing to live for

This is a suicide to die for

This is the last time I cry because of you

This is the last time I cry because of you

This is the last time I cry because of you

This is the last time I cry

The Night Is A Demon Calling.

Riddle me this, as I'm stuck on my chair

Why I'm alone but I can hear the voices, yeah

Dark, pitch black but I can see it's face

As I stare into space, a reflection stares back

I'm looking into the mirror

A small glitter in his eyes, but he doesn't look surprised

As he gives a devilish smile

Leave this house with a bottle o' whisky

No plan or direction and the time is 12.50

He might end up somewhere risky

But he isn't bothered 'cause he's already made up his mind

Have you got somewhere to stay son?

You look a tad gone and you seem lost

Get on that bus, and follow the night to where it takes us

You're half empty but that bottle's half full

Keep on drinking 'cause you might get enough balls

To say those words you've planned out

Like a script, it all falls into place

You've got a place to rest your head

Drinking whisky straight

In a public place

And you're under age

Can you see the light?

At the end of this night

There's no sense or sight

You'll end up alone

So pick up that phone

You knew it all along

Leave this house with a bottle o' whisky

No plan or direction and the time is 12.50

He might end up somewhere risky

But he isn't bothered 'cause he's already made up his mind

This Is A First Person View On A Self-Destructive Memory.

The empty streets seem a blur tonight

An intoxicated mind, a body in a slur, but it's alright

You took me in and you threw us out

Being friends is much more than doubt

I'm a stranger to this feeling

If seeing is believing,

Then why did I believe all that are now memories?

A cannibal emotion, once on our side

Turned against us, and ate us from the inside

I saw it crumble, and I watched it fall

You can have the pieces left over, you can have it all

It's our suicide

A multiple demise

The noose around our necks as we jump from the edge

There's no looking back, those moments are dead

The past will rot and the voices will fade

We'll leave behind our short escapade

The empty streets seem a blur tonight

An intoxicated mind, a body in a slur, but it's alright

You introduced me to the person I am today
From the second after you sent me away

This is a first person view on a self-destructive memory

It's our suicide

A multiple demise

The noose around our necks as we jump from the edge

There's no looking back, those moments are dead

The past will rot and the voices will fade

We'll leave behind our short escapade