I've taken a dive head first into 2011 ladies and gentlemen, finally. Whenever someone asked "so what are your new years resolutions?", I'd simply reply "I don't have any. I'm staying in 2010". I obviously didn't mean literally, but rather 2010 was an eventful year, with some very good, and some very bad, memories. I hadn't fully moved on from that yet, thus I was still livin' in 2010.
Now it hit me. It's time to forget about everything. Maybe not forget about what it's done to/for me, and how it's changed me, but forgetting about it. Also, just entirely not thinking about the future, in every sort of sense. I want to live in this moment, in the present, right now. I'm beginning to make choices that aren't influenced from past occurrences, and doesn't involve thoughts to do with future consequences - it's constricting. I'll do what I feel is right, at that exact moment. I'll do what I want, and I'll have no regrets, because it'd be very thing I wanted at that time. Things shall flow according to what is instinct; what is natural for me.
Live for today, and not tomorrow.
No more grudges. No more pretending.
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