What have we become? (Constructed)

This is just for remembering purposes

[Fast]

We fight, we ignore each other

Realisation settles in 

And what once was a disagreement

Now fades away

Buried, deep enough to stop the bullshit for now

And now we're happy, now we're sad

Now we're speaking, now we're silent

Empty, how empty this feels

Emotions inoperable like 4th degree cancer

I keep getting nothing out of this

Apart from the emptiness

All the confusion

It leads me to think.

(Build up)

Sometimes it'll feel like it isn't worth it

But, it's true;

You don't know what you got until it's gone

It's sometimes hard to realise where you're at, and how much you have

Until you lose it all.

What have we become?

[Slow]

I love you

I have to get you angry to make you realise that

Like a child looking for a parent's appreciation

When I'm with you I feel...

Perfect, without any flaw

But the sunset always passes by

And it's just the two of us sitting outside, side by side 

(Break)

Dark, cold, a feeling of loneliness even though we're together 

And we eventually forget why we're here

That's when it gets hard

Because this part feels like forever

A long stretch of unhappiness

I don't want to do this.

(Break)

What have we become?

Sometimes it'll feel like it isn't worth it

But, it's true;

You don't know what you got until it's gone

It's sometimes hard to realise where you're at, and how much you have

Until you lose it all. (x2)

I lost it.

Elijah