Fuck it all.

Fuck her. She doesn't deserve me. I'll die before the day comes where she finds someone as good as me. And she'll probably die before that too.


I need to get out the house
I need to feel the freezing cold breeze on my skin
I need to feel the heat of alcohol running down my gullet into my chest
I need to feel the burn of pulling a stupid amount of weed into my throat
I need go now